I have felt like this all day.

This is a face of someone who is so apathetic. And so distanced from herself and her surroundings.



This is not who I really am.











Unfortunately, there really isn't much that I can do about any of this right now. More than absurd is the fact that I have a paper due in less than 12 hours. I have a job orientation in 8 hours. And I should sleep for at least 4 hours. But knowing me... I won't go to bed for another 45 minutes. I will rummage through old pictures, and cry.

I don't like feeling this way.
I don't like knowing that there is something wrong and I just have to

wait it out

for it to get better.


I will be alright.
But I must give myself time.
C'est la vie.


Yes.
Such is life.