Busy, busy, busy.

So, yes. It's been quite literally over a year since my last update. I forget what it's like to type a blog. Or whatever you want to call this thing now.

I have too much to say and little time to say it.

Started a band a couple months back. We're playing our first show on Saturday. I'm really excited, mainly because it's an opportunity to express myself through music again. It's been such a long time since I've played in front of an audience. I'm a little scared. Don't tell anyone though, will you? Colter, our drummer, is an intelligent and compassionate person who I have grown quite fond of. Our practices together on Wednesdays are lovely and insightful. Michael, the boyf, plays bass for us, and is a spark plug as usual. I hope that this project brings us closer together as a trio and also expands our musical knowledge.

My world right now is upside-down. It seems like, bit by bit, things are falling into place but at an extremely slow rate. I am ready for everything to happen all at once, but I don't have the patience to wait for it. This is something that I have been meaning to work on for a very long time. I have found that my irresponsibility as a human being and a friend has cost me many things in the last few months. It is time for me to up the ante and get the job done. I can't keep sitting around and waiting for things to happen. If I want it, I have to go get it. Capisci? (Which, when translated from Italian to English, means "You understand?")

Regardless of my Italian language knowledge, (because, if you must know, I used the Interwebs to find the correct spelling of Capisci) I am ready to take on the day. Tomorrow is a new and exciting day full of new faces and old aquaintences and I for one am not going to be caught up in the storm and high tide. I know in my heart that I am a good person, with good attributes and a strong affinity to take care of the people that I love. Just don't fuck with me. I will cut you.

Time for bed.
Big day tomorrow.